Really, you are all alike. No matter when I meet you or what happens, you all turn out the same. And the funny thing is you think you are going to hurt me? No that won’t happen. Because I have been hurt one to many times for a silly fling to ruin my life. I know I deserve a lot better & more than you an ever offer me. So keep your pitty & all that to yourselves. I don’t need it.
my last relationship. even though it is over, I know the guy I fell in love with is still there. somewhere…
You never really get over your first love. Or so that is how I feel. I have never been able to forget you; or the way you smelt, touched me, kissed me, spoke to me, everything. But the one thing that sticks in my head clear as day is you walking away from me. I shouldn’t have let you walk away. And I will regret that for the rest of my life. You say you miss me, yet when I text you, you hardly reply. But regardless, the moment your name shows up on my phone I am right there texting you back. Because whenever you need me, I’ll be there. Because I love you. never stopped & always will.
I’m scared. There is no other way to put it. I am scared. It happens every time I meet an amazing guy who I should be with because I fear at any second he could just walk away or turn into someone else. I date guys who need to be fixed. Guys who need love in their life and to be shown that they are better than they thought they were. But what does that leave me with? A broken heart & lonely. I want to believe you are not like the rest, and so far you are beyond what I thought I could ever find. Just please, don’t change..
Will I ever get over you? Or is this some gods sick & twisted way of telling me I messed up and shouldn’t have let you go. I know I messed up & I will always have a giant WHAT IF hanging over my head when it comes to you; I will also always love you. So if there ever is a day I cross your mind… let me know. Because you have never left mine & I don’t think you ever will. In three simple words I could sum up this whole thing: I. Love. You…
